Nirvana: In Utero [1993]

Released September 13, 1993
Recorded February 13–26, 1993 atPachyderm Studio in Cannon FallsMinnesota
Genre Grunge
Length 41:11
Label DGC
Producer Steve Albini

In Utero is the third and final studio album by the American grunge band Nirvana, released on September 13, 1993, on DGC Records. Nirvana intended the record to diverge significantly from the polished production of its previous album, Nevermind(1991). To capture a more abrasive and natural sound, the group hired producer Steve Albini to record In Utero during a two-week period in February 1993 at Pachyderm Studio in Cannon Falls, Minnesota. The music was recorded quickly with few studio embellishments, and the song lyrics and album packaging incorporated medical imagery that conveyed frontman Kurt Cobain‘s outlook on his publicized personal life and his band’s newfound fame.

Soon after recording was completed, rumors circulated in the press that DGC might not release the album in its original state, as the record label felt that the result was not commercially viable. Although Nirvana publicly denied the statements, the group was not fully satisfied with the sound Albini had captured. Albini declined to alter the album further, and ultimately the band hired Scott Litt to make minor changes to the album’s sound and remix the singles “Heart-Shaped Box” and “All Apologies“.

Upon release, In Utero entered the Billboard 200 chart at number one and received critical acclaim as a drastic departure fromNevermind. The record has been certified five times platinum by the Recording Industry Association of America, and has sold 3.58 million copies in the United States alone.

Background

Nirvana broke into the musical mainstream with its major label debut, Nevermind, in 1991. Despite modest sales estimates—the band’s record company, DGC Records, forecast that 50,000 copies would be sold[1]Nevermind became a huge commercial success, selling millions of copies and popularizing the Seattle grunge movement and alternative rock in general.[2] However, all three members of Nirvana—singer and guitarist Kurt Cobain, bassist Krist Novoselic, and drummer Dave Grohl—later expressed dissatisfaction with the sound of the album, citing its production as too polished.[3] Early in 1992, Cobain told Rolling Stone that he was sure that the band’s next album would showcase “both of the extremes” of its sound, saying “it’ll be more raw with some songs and more candy pop on some of the others. It won’t be as one-dimensional [asNevermind]”.[4] Cobain wanted to start work on the album in the summer of 1992. However, the band was unable to since Cobain and his bandmates lived in different cities, and the singer and his wife Courtney Love were expecting the birth of their daughter Frances Bean.[5] DGC had hoped to have a new album by the band ready for a late 1992 holiday season release; since work on it proceeded slowly, the label released the compilation album Incesticide in December 1992.[6]

In a Melody Maker interview published in July 1992, Cobain told the English journalist Everett True he was interested in recording withJack Endino (who had produced the group’s 1989 debut album Bleach) and Steve Albini (former frontman of the noise rock band Big Black and producer for various indie releases). Cobain said he would then choose the best material from the sessions for inclusion on the group’s next album.[7] In October 1992, Nirvana recorded several songs (mainly as instrumentals) during a demo session with Endino in Seattle; many of these songs would later be re-recorded for In Utero.[8] Endino recalled that the band did not ask him to produce its next record, but noted that the band members constantly debated working with Albini.[9] The group recorded another set of demos while on tour in Brazil in January 1993.[10] One of the recordings from this session, the long improvisational track “Gallons of Rubbing Alcohol Flow Through the Strip”, was included as a hidden track on non-US copies of In Utero.[11]

Nirvana ultimately chose Albini to record its third album. Albini had a reputation as a principled and opinionated individual in the American independent music scene. While there was speculation that the band chose Albini to record the album due to his underground credentials, Cobain told Request magazine in 1993, “For the most part I wanted to work with him because he happened to produce two of my favorite records, which were Surfer Rosa [by the Pixies] and Pod [by The Breeders].” Inspired by those albums, Cobain wanted to utilize Albini’s technique of capturing the natural ambiance of a room via the usage and placement of several microphones, something previous Nirvana producers had been averse to trying.[12] Months before the band had even approached Albini about the recording, rumors circulated that he was slated to record the album. Albini sent a disclaimer to the British music press denying involvement, only to get a call from Nirvana’s management a few days later about the project.[13] Although he considered Nirvana to be “R.E.M. with a fuzzbox” and “an unremarkable version of the Seattle sound”, Albini told Nirvana biographer Michael Azerrad he accepted because he felt sorry for the band members, whom he perceived to be “the same sort of people as all the small-fry bands I deal with”, at the mercy of their record company.[14] Before the start of recording sessions, the band sent Albini a tape of the demos it had made in Brazil. In return, Albini sent Cobain a copy of thePJ Harvey album Rid of Me to give him an idea of what the studio where they would record at sounded like.[15]

Recording

The members of Nirvana and Albini decided on a self-imposed two-week deadline for recording the album. Wary of interference by DGC, Albini suggested the band members pay for the sessions with their own money, which they agreed to.[16] Studio fees totaled US$24,000, while Albini took a flat fee of $100,000 for his services. Despite the suggestions of Nirvana’s management company Gold Mountain, Albini refused to take percentage points on record sales, even though he stood to earn approximately $500,000 in royalties.[16] While a common practice among producers in the music industry, Albini refused to take royalties because he considered it to be immoral and “an insult to the artist”.[14]

In February 1993, Nirvana traveled to Pachyderm Studio in Cannon FallsMinnesota to record the album.[17] Albini did not meet the band members until the first day of recording, though he had spoken to them beforehand about the type of album they wanted to make. Albini observed that “they wanted to make precisely the sort of record that I’m comfortable doing”.[18] The group stayed in a house located on the studio grounds during the recording sessions. Novoselic compared the isolated conditions to agulag; he added, “There was snow outside, we couldn’t go anywhere. We just worked.”[17] For most of the sessions, the only people present were the band members, Albini, and technician Bob Weston.[19][20] The band made it clear to DGC and Gold Mountain that it did not want any intrusion during the album production, going as far as not playing any of the work in progress for its record label A&R representative.[19] To prevent the group’s managers and label from interfering, Albini instituted a strict policy of ignoring everyone except for the band members; the producer explained that everyone associated with the group aside from the musicians themselves were “the biggest pieces of shit I ever met”.[21]

The album sessions began slowly but would ultimately gain momentum; the band arrived at Pachyderm Studio without their equipment, and spent much of the first three days there waiting for it to arrive by mail. However, once recording began on February 13, work moved quickly.[17][19] On most days the group began work around midday, took breaks for lunch and dinner, and continued work through midnight.[16] Cobain, Novoselic, and Grohl recorded their basic instrumental tracks together as a band.[19]The group utilized this setup on all songs except for faster compositions like “Very Ape” and “tourette’s”, where the drums were recorded separately in a nearby kitchen due to its natural reverb. Albini surrounded Grohl’s drum kit with approximately 30 microphones.[16] Cobain added additional guitar tracks to about half the songs, then added guitar solos, and finally vocals. The band did not discard takes, and kept virtually everything it captured on tape.[19] Albini felt he was more an engineer than a producer; despite his personal opinions, he ultimately let the band judge which were decent takes.[22] He said, “Generally speaking, [Cobain] knows what he thinks is acceptable and what isn’t acceptable [. . .] He can make concrete steps to improve things that he doesn’t think are acceptable.”[23] Cobain reportedly recorded all his vocal tracks in six hours.[24] The band completed recording in six days; Cobain had originally anticipated disagreements with Albini, whom the singer heard “was supposedly thissexist jerk”, but called the process “the easiest recording we’ve ever done, hands down”.[19] The only disruption occurred a week into the sessions, when Courtney Love arrived because she missed Cobain. The band, Love, and Albini refused to go into specifics, but Weston’s girlfriend—who served as the studio’s chef—stated that Love created tension by criticizing Cobain’s work and being confrontational with everyone present.[16]

The mixing process for the album was completed over the course of five days.[24] This rate was quick by Nirvana’s standards, but not for Albini, who was used to mixing entire albums in a day or two. On occasions when work on a song mix was not producing desired results, the band and Albini took the rest of the day off to watch nature videos, set things on fire, and make prank phone calls for amusement.[25] The sessions were completed on February 26.[26]

Music and lyrics

Albini sought to produce a record that sounded nothing like Nevermind.[14] He felt the sound of Nevermind was “sort of a standard hack recording that has been turned into a very, very controlled, compressed radio-friendly mix […] That is not, in my opinion, very flattering to a rock band.” Instead, the intention was to capture a more natural and visceral sound.[23] Albini refused to double-track Cobain’s vocals and instead recorded him singing alone in a resonant room.[23] The producer noted the intensity of the singer’s vocals on some tracks; he said, “There’s a really dry, really loud voice at the end of ‘Milk It’ […] that was also done at the end of ‘Rape Me,’ where [Cobain] wanted the sound of him screaming to just overtake the whole band.”[27] Albini achieved the album’s sparse drum sound by simply placing several microphones around the room while Dave Grohl performed, picking up the natural reverberation of the room. Albini explained, “If you take a good drummer and put him in front of a drum kit that sounds good acoustically and just record it, you’ve done your job.”[23]

Azerrad asserted in his 1993 biography Come as You Are: The Story of Nirvana that the music of In Utero showcased divergent sensibilities of abrasiveness and accessibility that reflected the upheavals Cobain experienced prior to the album’s completion. He wrote, “The Beatlesque ‘Dumb’ happily coexists beside the all-out frenzied punk graffiti of ‘Milk It,’ while ‘All Apologies’ is worlds away from the apoplectic ‘Scentless Apprentice.’ It’s as if [Cobain] has given up trying to meld his punk andpop instincts into one harmonious whole. Forget it. This is war.” Cobain believed, however, that In Utero was not “any harsher or any more emotional” than any of Nirvana’s previous records.[28] Novoselic concurred with Azerrad’s comments that the album’s music leaned more towards the band’s “arty, aggressive side”; the bassist said, “There’s always been [Nirvana] songs like ‘About a Girl‘ and there’s always been songs like ‘Paper Cuts’… Nevermind came out kind of ‘About a Girl’-y and this [album] came out more ‘Paper Cuts'”.[29] Cobain cited the track “Milk It” as an example of the more experimental and aggressive direction the band’s music had been moving in the months prior to the sessions at Pachyderm Studio.[30] Novoselic viewed the album’s singles “Heart-Shaped Box” and “All Apologies” as “gateways” to the more abrasive sound of the rest of the album, telling journalist Jim DeRogatis that once listeners played the record they would discover “this aggressive wild sound, a true alternative record”.[31]

Several of the songs on In Utero had been written years prior to recording; some of them dated back to 1990.[32] With tracks like “Frances Farmer Will Have Her Revenge on Seattle”, Cobain favored long song titles in reaction to contemporary alternative rock bands that utilized single-word titles.[33] Cobain continued to work on the lyrics while recording at Pachyderm Studio.[34] Nonetheless, Cobain told Darcey Steinke in Spin in 1993 that in contrast to Bleach and Nevermind, the lyrics were “more focused, they’re almost built on themes.”[35] Michael Azerrad asserted that the lyrics were less impressionistic and more straightforward than in previous Nirvana songs. Azerrad also noted that “[v]irtually every song contains some image of sickness and disease”.[28] In a number of songs Cobain made reference to books he had read. “Frances Farmer Will Have Her Revenge on Seattle” was inspired by Shadowland, a 1978 biography of actress Frances Farmer, whom Cobain had been fascinated with ever since he read the book in high school.[36] The song “Scentless Apprentice” was written about Perfume: The Story of a Murderer, a historical horror novel about a perfumer’s apprentice born with no body odor of his own but with a highly developed sense of smell, and who attempts to create the “ultimate perfume” by killing virgin women and taking their scent.[37]

Cobain stated in a 1993 interview with The Observer that “for the most part [In Utero]’s very impersonal”.[38] The songwriter also told Q that year that the abundance of infant and childbirth imagery on the album and his newfound fatherhood were coincidental.[39] However, Azerrad argued that much of the album contains personal themes, noting that Grohl held a similar view. Grohl said, “A lot of what he has to say is related to a lot of the shit he’s gone through. And it’s not so much teen angst anymore. It’s a whole different ball game: rock star angst.”[40] Cobain downplayed recent events (“I really haven’t had that exciting a life”) and told Azerrad that he didn’t want to write a track that explicitly expressed his anger at the media, but the author countered that “Rape Me” seemed to deal with that very issue. While Cobain said the song was written long before his troubles with drug addiction became public, he agreed that the song could be viewed in that light.[41] “Serve the Servants” contains comments about Cobain’s life, both as a child and as an adult. The opening lines “Teenage angst has paid off well/Now I’m bored and old” were a reference to Cobain’s state of mind in the wake of Nirvana’s success.[42] Cobain dismissed the media attention given to the effect his parents’ divorce had on his life with the line “That legendary divorce is such a bore” from the chorus, and directly addressed his father with the lines “I tried hard to have a father/But instead I had a dad/I just want you to know that I don’t hate you anymore/There is nothing I could say that I haven’t thought before”. Cobain said he wanted his father to know he didn’t hate him, but had no desire to talk to him.[43]

Packaging and title

Cobain originally wanted to name the album I Hate Myself and I Want to Die, a phrase that had originated in his journals in mid-1992.[44] At the time, the singer used the phrase as a response whenever someone asked him how he was doing. Cobain intended the album title as a joke; he stated he was “tired of taking this band so seriously and everyone else taking it so seriously”.[45] Novoselic convinced Cobain to change the title due to fear that it could potentially result in a lawsuit. The band then considered using Verse Chorus Verse—a title taken from its song “Verse Chorus Verse”, and an earlier working title of “Sappy”—before eventually settling on In Utero. The final title was taken from a poem written by Courtney Love.[46]

The art director for In Utero was Robert Fisher, who had designed all of Nirvana’s releases on DGC. Most of the ideas for the artwork for the album and related singles came from Cobain. Fisher recalled that “[Cobain] would just give me some loose odds and ends and say ‘Do something with it.'”[47] The cover of the album is an image of a Transparent Anatomical Manikin, with angel wings superimposed. Cobain created the collage on the back cover, which he described as “Sex and woman and In Uteroand vaginas and birth and death”, that consists of model fetuses and body parts lying in a bed of orchids and lilies. The collage had been set up on the floor of Cobain’s living room and was photographed by Charles Peterson after an unexpected call from Cobain.[48] The album’s track listing and re-illustrated symbols from Barbara G. Walker‘s The Woman’s Dictionary of Symbols and Sacred Objects were then positioned around the edge of the collage.[49]

Production controversy and remixing

After the recording sessions were completed, Nirvana sent unmastered tapes of the album to several individuals, including the president of DGC’s parent company Geffen Records Ed Rosenblatt and the group’s management company Gold Mountain. When asked about the feedback he received, Cobain told Michael Azerrad, “The grown-ups don’t like it.” He said he was told his songwriting was “not up to par”, the sound was “unlistenable”, and that there was uncertainty that mainstream radio would welcome the sound of Albini’s production.[50] There were few people at Geffen or Gold Mountain who wanted the band to record with Albini to begin with, and Cobain felt he was receiving an unstated message to scrap the sessions and start all over again. Cobain was upset and said to Azerrad, “I should just rerecord this record and do the same thing we did last year because we sold out last year—there’s no reason to try and redeem ourselves as artists at this point. I can’t help myself—I’m just putting out a record I would like to listen to at home.” However, a number of the group’s friends liked the album, and by April 1993 Nirvana was intent on releasing In Utero as it was. According to Cobain, “Of course, they want another Nevermind, but I’d rather die than do that. This is exactly the kind of record I would buy as a fan, that I would enjoy owning.”[51]

The band members began to have doubts about the record’s sound. During this time Cobain admitted, “The first time I played it at home, I knew there was something wrong. The whole first week I wasn’t really interested in listening to it at all, and that usually doesn’t happen. I got no emotion from it, I was just numb.”[52] The group concluded that the bass and lyrics were inaudible and approached Albini to remix the album. The producer declined; as he recalled, “[Cobain] wanted to make a record that he could slam down on the table and say, ‘Listen, I know this is good, and I know your concerns about it are meaningless, so go with it.’ And I don’t think he felt he had that yet [. . .] My problem was that I feared a slippery slope.”[53] The band attempted to fix its concerns with the record during the mastering process with Bob Ludwig at his studio in Portland, Maine. Novoselic was pleased with the results, but Cobain still did not feel the sound was perfect.[54]

Soon afterward, in April 1993 Albini remarked to the Chicago Tribune that he doubted Geffen would release the completed album.[55] Albini commented years later that in a sense he felt he spoke about the situation “from a position of ignorance, because I wasn’t there when the band was having their discussions with the record label. All I know is [. . .] we made a record, everybody was happy with it. A few weeks later I hear that it’s unreleasable and it’s all got to be redone”.[56] While Albini’s remarks in the article drew no immediate reply from the group or its label, Newsweek ran a similar article soon afterwards that did.[57] Nirvana denied there was any pressure from its label to change the album’s sound, sending a letter to Newsweek that said that the article’s author “ridiculed our relationship with our label based on totally erronous [sic] information”; the band also reprinted the letter in a full-page ad in Billboard. Rosenblatt insisted in a press release that Geffen would release anything the band submitted, and label founder David Geffen made the unusual move of personally calling Newsweek to complain about the article.[58]

Nirvana wanted to do further work on the recorded tracks, and considered working with producer Scott Litt and remixing some tracks with Andy Wallace (who had mixedNevermind). Albini vehemently disagreed, and claimed he had an agreement with the band that it would not modify the tracks without his involvement. Albini initially refused to give the album master tapes to Gold Mountain, but relented after a phone call from Novoselic. The band decided against working with Wallace and chose to remix and augment the songs “Heart-Shaped Box” and “All Apologies” with Litt at Seattle’s Bad Animals Studio in May 1993.[59] One song, “I Hate Myself and Want to Die”, was omitted from the final track listing as Cobain felt there were too many “noise” songs on the album.[60] The rest of the album was left unaltered aside from a remastering which sharpened the bass guitar sound and increased the volume of the vocals by approximately three decibels.[61] Albini was critical of the album’s final mix; he said, “The end result, the record in the stores doesn’t sound all that much like the record that was made. Though it’s still them singing and playing their songs, and the musical quality of it still comes across.”[6]

Release and reception

To avoid over-hyping the album, DGC Records took a low-key approach to promoting In Utero; the company’s head of marketing told Billboard before the album’s release that the label was taking a promotional strategy similar to that of Nevermind, and explained that the label would “set things up, duck, and get out of the way”. The label aimed its promotion at alternative markets and press, and released the album on vinyl record as part of this strategy.[62] In contrast to the previous album, the label did not release any of In Utero’s singles commercially in the United States.[6] DGC sent promo copies of the album’s first single “Heart-Shaped Box” to American collegemodern rock, and album-oriented rock radio stations in early September, but the label did not target Top 40 radio.[62] Despite the label’s promotion, the band was convinced that In Utero would not be as successful as Nevermind. Cobain told Jim DeRogatis, “We’re certain that we won’t sell a quarter as much, and we’re totally comfortable with that because we like this record so much.”[63]

In Utero was released on September 13, 1993 in the United Kingdom, and on September 14 in the United States; it was initially only available in vinyl record and cassette tape formats, with the American vinyl pressing limited to 25,000 copies.[64][65] Although the album was issued on Compact Disc in the UK on September 14, a full domestic release did not occur until September 21.[64] In Utero debuted at number one on the Billboard 200 album chart,[66] selling 180,000 copies in its first week of release.[67] Meanwhile, retail chain stores Wal-Mart and Kmart refused to sell the album. According to The New York Times, Wal-Mart claimed it did not carry the album due to lack of consumer demand, while Kmart representatives explained that the album “didn’t fit within our merchandise mix”.[68] In truth, both chains feared that customers would be offended by the artwork on the album’s back cover. DGC issued a new version of the album with reworked packaging to the stores in March 1994. This version featured edited album artwork, and listed the name of “Rape Me” as “Waif Me”.[69] A spokesperson for Nirvana explained that the band decided to edit the packaging because as kids Cobain and Novoselic were only able to buy music from the two chain stores; as a result they “really want to make their music available to kids who don’t have the opportunity to go to mom-and-pop stores”.[70]

In Utero received acclaim from critics, although some reviews were mixed.[67] Time‘s Christopher John Farley stated in his review of the album, “Despite the fears of some alternative-music fans, Nirvana hasn’t gone mainstream, though this potent new album may once again force the mainstream to go Nirvana.”[71] Rolling Stone reviewerDavid Fricke gave the album four-and-a-half out of five stars and wrote, “In Utero is a lot of things – brilliant, corrosive, enraged and thoughtful, most of them all at once. But more than anything, it’s a triumph of the will.”[72] Entertainment Weekly reviewer David Browne (who gave the album a rating of B+) commented “Kurt Cobain hates it all”, and noted that the sentiment pervades the record. Browne argued, “The music is often mesmerizing, cathartic rock & roll, but it is rock & roll without release, because the band is suspicious of the old-school rock cliches such a release would evoke.”[73] NME gave the album an eight out of ten rating. However, reviewer John Mulvey had doubts about the record; he concluded, “As a document of a mind in flux — dithering, dissatisfied, unable to come to terms with sanity — Kurt [Cobain] should be proud of [the album]. As a follow-up to one of the best records of the past ten years it just isn’t quite there.”[74] Ben Thompson of The Independent commented that in spite of the album’s more abrasive songs, “In Utero is beautiful far more often than it is ugly”, and added, “Nirvana have wisely neglected to make the unlistenable punk-rock nightmare they threatened us with.”[75] In his consumer guide for The Village Voice, critic Robert Christgau gave In Utero an A− rating that he later changed to an A,[76]indicating “a record that rarely flags for more than two or three tracks. Not every listener will feel what it’s trying to do, but anyone with ears will agree that it’s doing it”.[77]Several critics ranked In Utero as one of the best releases of the year. It placed first and second in the album categories of the Rolling Stone and Village Voice Pazz & Jop year-end critics’ polls, respectively.[78][79] Additionally, The New York Times included it on its list of the top ten albums of the year.[80] The album was nominated forBest Alternative Music Album at the 1994 Grammy Awards.[81]

That October, Nirvana embarked on its first American tour in two years to promote the album.[82] A second single, a split release that featured “All Apologies” and “Rape Me”, was issued in December in the United Kingdom.[6] The band began a six-week European leg of the tour in February 1994, but it was cancelled after Cobain suffered a drug overdose in Rome on March 6.[83] Cobain agreed to enter drug rehabilitation, but the singer went missing soon afterwards, and on April 8 he was found dead in his Seattle home as the result of suicide by a shotgun blast.[84] The intended third single from In Utero, “Pennyroyal Tea“, was cancelled in the wake of Cobain’s death and the subsequent dissolution of Nirvana; limited promotional copies were released in Britain.[6] Three days after Cobain’s body was discovered, In Utero moved back up theBillboard charts, from number 72 to number 27.[85]

In the ensuing years, In Utero has continued to perform commercially and gather critical praise. In a 2003 Guitar World article that commemorated the tenth anniversary of the album’s release, Cobain biographer Charles R. Cross argued that In Utero was “a far better record [than Nevermind] and one that only 10 years later seems to be an influential seed spreader, judging by current bands. If it is possible for an album that sold four million copies to be overlooked, or underappreciated, then In Utero is that lost pearl.”[86] That same year, Pitchfork Media placed In Utero at number 13 on its list of the 100 best albums of the 1990s.[87] In 2004 Blender ranked it at number 94 in its “100 Greatest American Albums of All Time” list,[88] while in 2005, Spin placed it at number 51 on its “100 Greatest Albums 1985–2005” retrospective.[89] Rolling Stonehas ranked it at number 439 on its list “The 500 Greatest Albums of All Time“.[90] In Utero has been certified five times platinum by the Recording Industry Association of America for shipments of over five million units,[91] and has sold 3.58 million copies in the United States, according to Nielsen SoundScan.[92]

Track listing

All songs written by Kurt Cobain except where noted.

  1. “Serve the Servants” – 3:36
  2. “Scentless Apprentice” (Cobain, Dave GrohlKrist Novoselic) – 3:48
  3. Heart-Shaped Box” – 4:41
  4. Rape Me” – 2:50
  5. “Frances Farmer Will Have Her Revenge on Seattle” – 4:09
  6. “Dumb” – 2:32
  7. “Very Ape” – 1:56
  8. “Milk It” – 3:55
  9. Pennyroyal Tea” – 3:37
  10. “Radio Friendly Unit Shifter” – 4:51
  11. “tourette’s” – 1:35
  12. All Apologies” – 3:51
Bonus track
  1. “Gallons of Rubbing Alcohol Flow Through the Strip” (Cobain, Grohl, Novoselic) – 7:28
  2. This song is included on non-US pressings of the album.

Lyrics

Serve the Servants

Teenage angst has paid off well
Now I’m bored and old
Self-appointed judges judge
More than they have sold

If she floats than she is not
A witch like we had thought
A down payment on another
One at Salem’s lot

Serve the servants, oh no
That legendary divorce is such a bore

As my bones grew they did hurt
They hurt really bad
I tried hard to have a father
But instead I had a dad

I just want you to know that I
Don’t hate you anymore
There is nothing I could say
That I haven’t thought before

Serve the servants, oh no
That legendary divorce is such a bore

Scentless Apprentice

Like most babies smell like butter
His smell smelled like no other
He was born scentless and senseless
He was born a scentless apprentice

Go away, get away, get away, get away

every wet nurse refused to feed him
electrolytes smell like semen
I promise not to sell your perfumed secrets
there are countless formulas for pressing flowers

I lie in the soll and fertilize mushrooms
Leaking out gas fumes are made into perfume
You can’t fire me because I quit
Throw me in the fire and I won’t throw a fit

Heart-Shaped Box

She eyes me like a pisces when I am weak
I’ve been locked inside your heart-shaped box for a week
I was drawn into your magnet tar pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn back

Hey
Wait
I’ve got a new conplaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hate
Haight
I’ve got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice

Hey
Wait
I’ve got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice

Meat-eating orchids forgive no one just yet
Cut myself on angel’s hair and baby’s breath
Broken hymen of your highness I’m left black
Throw down your umbilical noose
so I can climb right back

Rape Me

Rape me
Rape me my friend
Rape me
Rape me again

I’m not the only one

Hate me
Do it and do it again

Waste me
Rape me my friend

My favorite inside source
I’ll kiss your open sores
Appreciate your concern
You’ll always stink and burn

Frances Farmer Will Have Her Revenge On Seattle

It’s so relieving to know that you’re leaving
as soon as you get paid
It’s so relaxing to hear you’re asking
wherever you get your way
I’s so soothing to know that you’ll sue me
This is starting to sound the same
I miss the comfort in being sad

In her false witness, we hope you’re still with us
To see if they float or drown
Our favorite paitent, a display of patience
Disease-covered Puget Sound
She’ll come back as fire, to burn all the liars
And leave a blanket of ash on the ground
I miss the comfort in being sad

Dumb

I’m not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone
But I have a light
The day is done
But I’m having fun

I think I’m dumb
Or maybe just happy
Think I’m just happy

My heart is broke
But I have some glue
Help me inhale
And mend it with you
We’ll float around
And hang out on clouds
Then we’ll come down
And have a hangover, have a hangover

Skin the sun
Fall asleep
Wish away
The soul is cheap
Lesson learned
Wish me luck
Soothe the burn
Wake me up

Very Ape

I am buried up to my neck in
Contradictionary lies
I take pride as the kind of illiterature
I’m very ape and very nice

If you ever need anything please don’t hesitate
to ask someone else first
I’m too busy acting like I’m not naive
I’ve seen it all I was here first

Out of the ground
Into the sky
Out of the sky
Into the dirt

Milk It

I am my own parasite
I don’t need a host to live
We feed off of each other
We can share our endorphins

Doll steak, test meat

I own my own pet virus
I get to pet and name her
Her milk is my shit
My shit is her milk

Doll steak, test meat

Look on the bright side is suicide
Lost eyesight I’m on your side
Angel left wing, right wing, broken wing
Lack of iron and/or sleeping
Protector of the kennel
Ecto-plasma
Ecto-skeletal
Obituary birthday
Your scent is still here in my place of recovery

Pennyroyal Tea

I’m on my time with everyone
I have very bad posture

Sit and drink Pennyroyal Tea
Distill the life that’s inside of me
Sit and drink Pennyroyal tea
I’m anemic royalty

Give me a Leonard Cohen afterworld
So I can sigh enternally
I’m so tired I can’t sleep
I’m a liar and a thief

Sit and drink pennyroyal Tea
I’m anemic royalty
I’m on warm milk and laxatives
Cherry-flavored antacids

Radio Friendly Unit Shifter

Use just once and destroy
Invasion of our piracy
Afterbirth of a nation
Starve without your skeleton key

I love you for what I am not
I do not want what I have got
A blanket acne’ed with cigarette burns
Speak at once while taking turns
Second-rate third defree burns

What is wrong with me
What is what I need
What do I think I think

This had nothing to do with what you think
If you ever think at all
Bi-polar opposites attract
All of a sudden my water broke

Hate, hate your enemies
Save, save your friends
Find, find your place
Speak, speak the truth

Tourette’s

Moderate Rock

May day, every day, my day
Could’ve had a heart attack, my heart
We don’t know anything, my heart.
We all want something fair, my heart.

Hey!

Hey!

Heyyyyyyy! Heyyyyy!Heyyyyy!

Out of town, out of sight (fire), is my heart.
Queen of lies, today, my heart
One more on the phone, my heart
One more at the door of my heart.

Hey!

Hey!

Heyyyyyyyyyyy!

Mean heart, cold heart, cold heart, cold heart
Cold heart, cold heart, cold heart,
cold heart — uhhhhhhh!

All Apologies

What else should I be
All apologies
What else should I say
Everyone is gay
What else could I write
I don’t have the right
What else should I be
All apologies

In the sun
In the sun I feel as one
In the sun
In the sun
I’m married
buried

I wish I was like you
Easily amused
Find my nest of salt
Everything is my fault
I’ll take all the blame
Aqua seafoam shame
Sunburn with freezerburn
Choking on the ashes of her enemy
All in all is all we are

Gallons of Rubbing Alcohol Flow Through the Strip

It hurts when you have to press that dull little thing
That you’re only supposed to use once and then discard
Where do you put it,
in the garbage can, my honest friend
My shyness, pet her flow

She’s only been five months late
Even though we haven’t had sex for a week

A mil a day, a mil, I say
And my heart’s made my…
Somebody else already used the word aurora borealis
She was tied up in chains,
and Sam had helped her in the freezer

She’s only five weeks late
And I haven’t had a date forever…
Ever…ever…forever

Wish I had more…more opportunity
More chances to remember some things
So I couldn’t have so much pressure on my…
On my…on my…um…ah, on my…um…um…head

We’d have so much more diversity
And so much more input, so much more creative flow
If we had someone in school, a (GIT)

GIT…geeks…in…town
Ha…Come on, Dave, think of one
Dave: inaudible(girls in trouble)
It should be GIC, geeks with Charvels
No, GWC

Fuck, man, this is a waste of time
One more solo? Yeahhhhhhhhh!Yeaaaahhhhh!

You’re personally responsible for…
The entire strip…to be washed away….
Cleansed…as if gallons of, um, rubbing alcohol
Flowed through the strip and were set on fire
It didn’t just singe the hair, it made it straight
And then Perry Ellis came along with his broom
And his…silk
And he…he erected a beautiful city…a city of stars

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